Who spammed my blog???

First off, I just want to say that today sucks!!! I have been in a state of depression for a while, but today was bad. I came into work to find out there were more orginizational changes. These were bad, but they ticked me off because they came just after there being a change just like 3 months ago. I'm pretty sure in another 3 months I'll have yet another boss and then 3 months after that another.

To top it off, I'm still working on this project that started in February. I'm getting pretty sick of it. My coworkers are sick of it, my family is sick of it, management is sick of it. And all the weight slams down on me because it feels like it's pretty much been abandoned, as with all the org changes, everyone's moved on to bigger and better things.

So to boil it down, I've felt like I was on the verge of crying all day today. Not sure why though. Even when I'm just working, I can feel like the tears are about to flow. I just want to crawl into a bed, and slept for 100 years. This weight of impending doom is too much. Everything from work, finances, thoughts, dreams, are in a state of flux. I'm loosing grip here, yet the world keeps going. In the end, when it's all over life will go on. Hopefully, there will be some change.

Oh and one more thing... when they hell did people start using blogs as spam? My last blog entry had a comment from someone, but when I looked it was just spam. What gives you punks!?! Do you just want to destroy any sense of accomplishment that society and technology makes. Give me a break. I could delete it, but I'm leaving it here for people to see. If nobody has done it already, there needs to be a new term for spam in blogs, spammed blogs, etc. Maybe, blam, splog, spog, spag. I don't know... something... it is a little different

I'm Back!!!

I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm back. I've been away because of so many things going on in my life. Be prepared for more to come...